14x13 Lebanon

Thank you! Thank you for this episode, for that long-time waited reunion, for these emotions...Thank you for these 14 years! And for those that are to come.

"I am so proud of you boys. I love you both so much"

I'm so proud of this show, the cast and the crew. I love this show too damn much to even express it with words and this episode was proof. This show has made me someone different. It has touched and changed my life in so many ways I can't even describe.

I cried. So much. I'm a mess, an emotional wreckage. That ending punched me repeatedly in all the feels. I've always sorted emotional episodes into two kinds: the single tear kind, and the wet checks ones. This one was the latter.

300th episodes. Saying it is easy, but actually achieving it is unbelievable. I still remember the first time that I watch this show. I was just an 11-year-old kid and the show got me hooked from the get-go. Watching the Winchester family together being happy, even if it's for 5 minutes, makes me so damn happy.

This episode should've been two hours long. I want a longer reunion and for Jeffrey Dean Morgan to stick around. Every scene he was in was a rollercoaster of emotions. John and Mary's meeting, John and Dean's talk, and especially John and Sam's moment. I had to paused for a second there, because I couldn't control my emotions.

I loved that episode 100th was all about the brothers; episode 200th about the fans; and episode 300th about the Winchester family. It feels poetic somehow.

The first part of the episode, the ghost story, screamed season 1. It had a nostalgic Supernatural touch. I miss those episodes, but clowns? Why does it always have to be clowns?!?

I didn't understand the teenagers storyline. Who are them? Why were they important? Were the writers setting up a spinoff? Why did they tease the fact that Max and the other girl were gay? That subplot sort of felt unnatural. But I do appreciate that they showed the boys interacting with the townsfolk. I sometimes forget the bunker is not built in the middle of nowhere.

When the Impala was stolen, I'd dare to say Jensen wasn't even acting. No matter how many years pass, he always charms a woman.

Sam's Steve Jobs wannabe Ted Talk was embarrassing to watch. But I enjoyed it. "God bless, kale, am I right?" lol. And the blue steel picture they used for Dean's wanted poster, and his "Okay, well, I'm cool, but you're...ugh".

Seeing Castiel full season 4 angel was amazing. The attitude, the wings, his coldness and his "I'm an angel of the Lord". Plus, the old trenchcoat.

I loved seeing Zachariah again. But you know what I loved even more? That he died again. He's one of those "I hate the character, I love the actor" cases. Also, that Constantine reference had me rolling.

I loved that Dean told John about Henry and that he finally got his family dinner and that he finally got his family dinner. However, I've always wanted to see John's reaction to finding out Mary was a hunter even before he was. And I'vd have definitely loved to see Cas and John together.

The minute Sam said "about mom...", the door squeaked and Mary said the boys' names, my eyes knew how to operate. John's reaction to hearing Mary's voice...just perfect. The way his voice just broke...Jeffrey Dean Morgan is an incredible actor. I loved how Dean was just staring at his aprents kissing and Sam wanted to give them some space. And that was the first time Sam sees his parents together.

Sam's struggle to talk to John was amazing. He said the last thing he remembered about John was lying on the hospital floor. it was heart-breaking. And then, "Sam, son. I am so sorry" and Sam's "I'm sorry too". The feels again.

What really ended up breaking my heart was Dean flinching when the pearl gor crushed. Jesus, why is this show allowed to make me feel that much?

"I'm good with who I am". That was the least Dean thing to ever come out of his mouth. I love that despite his messed-up childhood and everything taht's happened to him, he's still proud of who he's become.

The Johnpoint Paradox was a bit weird. THe fact that this John was the 2003 version of him wasn't really belieavable but I'm so damn glad they found a reason to bring him back and get some closure. I'm also glad for the ending scene. I got the feeling that he would still remember.

Emotions run wild the episode, especially with the four of them involved. They did an increadible job. I wasn't expecting any different from episdoe 300th. I keep o nthinking about it. Episode 300th. Few shows reach that point and few shows get me as excited and emotional as Supernatural does.