"Wow.. I thought we were friends. I thought I knew you. Luckily I have several hobbies and activities to keep my mind occupied, but if I didn't- this is the exact type of betrayal that would set me back YEARS. I still have a lot of self work to do since you left. I still have some wounds to heal. I'm not sure how I'm gonna recover right now, I don't know what to do with myself. Self work is the only thing that will get me through this."