12x19 The Future

I love how close we are to a breakthrough in Cas' character. I definitely love it. The biggest flaw of the episode to me was the Joshua part. When I heard his name I was so hyped to see him again. I really loved his character and wanted to see more of him. So when I listened to that music while the sand pit was glowing I was so happy and yet, I just saw a random guy. Lame, but maybe the actor wasn't available, whatever. Then, 3 words uttered, and he goes all poof. Seriously? Why bringing him back if they just destroy him in like 5 seconds?

And RIP the Colt. Dean's face, though. It's like they took his baby away. He should've definitely carved his initials there. I don't want that beauty away ever again.

After all these episodes hating Kelly I finally like her. I love that she has personality. That opening scene was golden, yet creepy but she had the balls to do whatever it takes to stop it. She's such a good actress and she did a great job, especially at that scene. I agree with her, nothing is born evil, but girl, that's Lucifer's baby. I loved when Kelly tried to go to the bathroom and Cas was like, "ah, ah, ah, fool me once...". And now Cas is gonna be a father? Godfather? What a happy disfunctional family.

I'm in love with Dean fixing cars. Is there anything he can't fix? And he even made a mix tape for Cas. I used to do that too. Old school, I guess. I'm so glad Cas is alive. Since the beginning of the season I've got this odd feeling that he could die at any moment. The same with Crowley and after I saw that Instagram picture, I'm scared. But badass Cas is back, although corrupted. I hope he eventually comes to his senses. But I guess the Nephilim just powered him temporarily, otherwise why the hell would he drive instead of using his mojo to teleport Kelly?

I'm also sad Dagon is gone just like that. I loved her! She was such a badass and so funny. "You get the chance to be Mary of Nazaret, part 2. Evil Jesus edition", lol.

AWESOME! Lots of thoughts. Let's see if I can wrap my head around. There it is, the most intense, dark, grim, graphic, cold and shocking opening scene to an episode. It left me feeling squeamish. Pretty dark and creepy. Outstanding acting and performance. It was golden.

The episode was incredibly well directed and acted. From the beginning to the end. Stupid decisions and anger is present-day history. Never have I realized how much I missed Team Free Will. I loved that Dean brought it back. Like he said "You, me and Sam. We're just better together". That's it, that's this week's quote.

Smarty Sammy will always be my favourite Sam. Not so many people point it out but he's a freaking genius. I'm so proud of him. Connecting the extraction of the grace to find and angel to taking his angelic part out. Incredibly well thought out. Plus, Gadreel (oddly pronunced) reference.

When Cas took the Colt to kill Dagon and Kelly without the boys, the only thing I could thought of was "Cas, baby, you're an assbutt beyond belief". He had to know that wasn't gonna end well. That scene in the motel room when he was feeling the baby and talking to Kelly was so powerful and touching. Great acting! I also loved that he was all smiley while seeing death and destruction, yet he decided to let the baby be born, lol.

I would've liked to see what happened in Heaven and to see Cas back in Heaven. Like, what exactly happened there that drove him to this?

I love the way Lucifer is pulling his strings. Now his baby is protected by a guardian angel who is someone the Winchesters won't even fight. I now wonder if those cosmic consequences would imply the boys to kill one of their own in due time. The power of that kind goes beyond understanding. He can freely manipulate whoever he wants to just by contact.